There is a confluence of the Yuba and Downie rivers in Downieville, California. The waters sweep over rocks creating hydraulics and there is more than one risky horizon lines to navigate. “There’s gold in them there hills” is not a quaint quote from bygone days: dredges and sluice boxes work the rivers seeking fortune a pennyweight at a time.
With class 4 and 5 rapids and outstanding mountain bike riding, the surer gold on the river is dredged from wallets belonging to Urbanites seeking a thrill during an extended weekend.
Highway 49 drops you into this isolated hamlet where once, back in 1851, Juanita was hung from the Jersey Bridge for stabbing Fredrick Cannon to death. “Adios Senores,” parted her lips before the rope fulfilled its duty.
For eight years we served this town, ministering in a small Assembly of God church that met in the school, then the Community Hall and at last in the United Methodist Church.
It was in this town I really learned about bedrock. Not as a principal or a geological data point – but as the opportunity for a dream to be met: a dream that showed up in the form of a gold nugget in the offering plate.
These rivers and their tributaries force gold downstream. The heavier the stone, the deeper it descends until it can sink no more because it encounters bedrock. Through a labyrinth of gravel and rock and silt and moss the gold miner straps rock to cable, vacuum to stone, and hose to air supply for one goal: gold.
It’s dangerous work, moving to bedrock. The wrong displacement can lead to an arm smashed and wedged between rocks. Cables can snap. Exhaust from the dredge can find its way into the air supply for the diver. Death can – and does – happen under the cold waters of the river.
Bedrock: the goal of serious dredgers – or at least the place of their goal. The way to it provides flakes and pennyweights of gold – always beckoning for further exploration. Move everything if you must; but get to the bottom of things.
We were praying in staff the other day when in my prayers this issue of bedrock became a metaphor during my prayer. “How hard it is,” I thought during my prayer, “to get to bedrock. There is so much that gets in the way.”
Not only is there the voluminous tuff of tailings to move through, there is the sheer physical labor of moving sand and stone. It is extensively hard work accompanied by constant setbacks. It takes strength of body and mind to keep moving through false hopes and freezing water.
Then there are the smaller successes prior to bedrock. Nuggets that got wedged between rocks and very small slices of gold that swirl about when added to small vials of water. You can take these immediately and sell to local stores and gaping tourists. Every moment away from the dredge counts off time toward the end of the season. Nonetheless, the immediate exchange of nugget to cash is hard to resist. The successful gold miner does resist the urgent and presses to the important.
Edward Mote and William Bradbury knew what they were writing when they penned the words and music :
My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus’ blood and righteousness
I dare not trust the sweetest frame
But wholly lean on Jesus’ name
His oath His covenant His blood
Support me in the whelming flood
When all around my soul gives way
He then is all my hope and stay
On Christ the solid Rock I stand
All other ground is sinking sand
All other ground is sinking sand
The Rock. The Cornerstone. On Christ , the solid rock I stand. Not a rock laid upon other rocks. Not a boulder resting on the bedrock. But the bedrock.
At times in my life I have settled for the lesser. While every nugget is a treasure, there are yet still greater treasures to be had in Christ. There are times the immediate blessing takes over the need to persevere over the long haul. Because the work of digging deeper is arduous – I too often take what is surface and easier to obtain.
Weary, I settle in on sand and silt while wiser Believers know this is just tailing.
It’s dangerous work, getting to bedrock. It threatens me. I think at the start I know what I want – but Christ so alters me in the task that He changes my desires. The gold I thought I wanted turns out to be fool’s gold and the real gold – well, it’s found by finally resting my feet on the bedrock of Jesus.
Sometimes I lament that the shifting sands, the sinking sands, are doing just that. Sometimes I would be content to settle in, even if it is on a false foundation – a far lesser foundation. To counter Mote and Bradbury, my hope is built on settled sand.
I know this is true of me.
So, where then is my hope? In my ability to force my will to go to bedrock? To exert all the harder, all the longer – to press through the dark and freezing waters at all cost?
I thank God that One has already done this for me. Where I cave in to my weakness, He stood firm. Where I settle for lesser – He meant it when He said, “Not my will, but Yours.” I hold fast to the statement by the apostle Paul: “Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.” (Philippians 2:12-13, NIV)
To be sure, there is a working out – but it is framed in the context of a God who works IN us – altering the desires of our heart and changing our will to conform to His. All my striving toward bedrock is in some sense a resting in what He is doing within.
It’s an active resting, however. Of course, it is. To actually rest in Christ’s work is one of the hardest things I have ever done. I find this wonderful nugget – and then jump out of the stream to accomplish my desires (even in His name!!). To stay on this wonderful Rock, this bedrock of eternity – this is the greatest reward of all.
I think I’ve messed up this thought and will have ot come back and rework it for consistency of thought and metaphor. Nonetheless, I toss it out as that – a reflection that is still messy, not fully developed and needing a better writer than me!

The remaining fruit salad waited in isolation as the conversation turned theological. The early evening dinner was another moment with our friend, Tracie. About three months ago her husband had been waiting to turn left when a SUV careened out of control and landed on everything that was Stephen. Gone.


It started with a thought. Then the dream.
I’ve been thinking about worship – “gathered-as-God’s-people-on-Sunday” type of worship.
Sex. Do you know how many hits this blog may get as a result of using this word?